Sorry it took me a minute to realize I was replying privately not publicly. I meant to publish those.
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I ate a piece of super moist, delicious pumpkin nut pound cake at work today.
So I punished myself accordingly....
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I am not in a good place mentally. While I am glad to finally be working, I have ended up in a horrible position with a terrible boss. He consistently lies and I have caught him doing things that are not on the up and up. There is no money and I sweat every time the phone rings because I know it will be a bill collector yelling at me to be paid. None of this phases him. The bank account is in the negative to a major degree and he just went and bought a 70” tv on money he borrowed from his girlfriend. Every day I tell him what bills are due and what money we (don’t) have and every day he tells me he is “working on a big deal and we will get paid soon”. I have started cashing my paychecks when I know money is going to be in the bank.
I am so sad about this job. So depressed. I thought when I got a job I would finally be doing better but this has really turned out to be a shitball and I don’t really know what to do other than keep looking and hoping for better things.
While I am being pathetic, I will also say that I am just tired of everything being such a fucking pain in the ass. I caught myself being envious of someone earlier just because it seems like everything they have just kind of fell into their lap and they never had to worry about it. I know, I know….appearances can be deceiving. I think I am just tired of having to fight and struggle to gain ground. I just want a job that I can be happy doing. I know there will always be stress and struggles but I shouldn’t feel mentally and emotionally wrung out every day.
Oh goodie, the IRS is calling. Time to work.
I hope everyone had a wonderful and safe holiday!!!
I was refilling a bottle of laundry detergent from one of those huge, stupid dispenser bottles that drip everywhere and I aimed wrong and spilled Tide everywhere. What a mess!! I have washed my hands 800 times and I still smell like tide (good) and my hands feel weirdly sticky/rubbery (bad).